No matter what I do
   Or how I try
   I can't redeem myself
   Strip clean - pick up the pieces
   Start over again
   Who made the rules
   Who decides
   when I've made up
   paid up
   Ten months this time
   twelve before
   Few others could take much more
   Do it right
   How can I
   When I'm not even given the chance
   To correct the mistakes I've already made?
   It's so hard to live up to standards
   When you don't even know what they are
   How can you expect me to change?